awkward day randomness part 1 january 2011

The tears dont fall or crash around me but my mind is caving in creating a single point darkness where all my thoughts gravitate and culminate then produce this thing called depression...but the black hole that's starting to encase my mind somehow never destroys that one beam of light...to that light my memories thoughts feelings and dreams reach out and somehow escape the in-escapable abyss of darkness...my words make no sense but we all understand them...my thoughts have no origin but were created by my mind but my mind is not real just a figment of my imagination...