Living without you

It is possible

It always will be

because you are you and I am me

I can go on, move on

because I want to live for myself

Important as you may be

I could live life complete or incomplete

Does that make me cold?

or make me wrong?

Is it bad to feel the way I feel?

To know that I could selfishly continue my life

and enjoy it, 

Truth

This post is just kind of random. I haven't been blogging much, at all really. I haven't really been using this as an outlet and I probably should. I just finished watching a few anime shows and it's always crazy how I connect with any character. It doesn't matter what show I'm watching, even if it is a crappy show that I really don't like, I'm always finding myself becoming emotionally attached to characters. It's a bit concerning sometimes. Other times it can be enlightening. I have noticed that I always find myself drawn to the same type of characters in many different mediums: video games, anime, movies, TV, dramas, music etc; I may even go as far as to say that I drawn to the same people in real life.

Loss

Loss
is something that occurs in many forms...many mediums. Loss is never something that you get used to. That feeling...the emptiness...the anxiety...the confusion...it never gets easier to deal with.
Loss
happens unexpectedly....even if it is expected the feeling catches you off guard. Preparations may help but only so much...its fangs normally strike when you let your guard down...
Loss
can be triggered by many things...those old feelings...rushing to the front of your thoughts like the boiling water bursting from a geyser...overshadowing all emotions and thoughts
Loss
is something that reminds me that I am human...it reminds me how to love and that I...that I need love...loss is not my enemy but the friend/acquaintance that is always brutally honest with you
Loss
has been the most brutal, but best teacher...I despise you but need you at the same time